I am still smiling

by:丧家犬也有乡愁

10 o'clock at night before returning home, no food, Youe and tired. No appetite.

Lianzao hit hard work is incomplete. When one has nothing to do with the work of the damage hit, and I are on the peak of work, I raised his head and difficult to smile, calm, and leadership to discuss the work of countermeasures. I found that the leadership did not have any Shitai. But I know that, Yisha, how I despair.

I was a very hard, work things, I can not despair, because I despair of life is very desperate.

today's pain is uncommon for the past 30 years. Fortunately enough I fate, I believe the world is a painful process of patience, have passed, and the like. I have been a pessimists, pessimistic good because the people, he will head to the worst of all things search again, with the most capacity, the so-called an optimist, instead anti-strike capability is not strong, because They can not accept the cruel reality. Many of my friends are pessimistic about the essence of people, but they do things is very successful, so it is a kind of pessimism that is not good or bad character. For example, write, to have to have great sadness, great despair, Tongrugusui can write the words. Of course, such a life is painful, therefore, how much I want to do a Moxinmofei people.

in my lonely, often think of two people: Cheng Yi, Gong Xiaoyue. They are all my former bosses, they are all Chinese newspapers generation Xiaoxiong, when they are my bosses, I only fear for them, very far distance, are nervously to speak, I have always not too close to the leadership. When they are not my boss, I approached them, and they drink. When I left the Guangzhou Metro ago in Wuyang City of Guizhou South are bright drink wine at the parting, and the box next to the South Gong Xiaoyue touch of Sanhuo wine; When I Chengyi follow in the winter snow, drunken and Walk in the moonlight in Beijing - and I found that I and their sadness, similar to the case. They are ordinary people like me, they do not is steel.

When I was in the old-Old Gong his work, I only hope that they better under the more lenient, the money the better. I do not know their difficulties. I do not need to know their difficulties. The summer of 2002, in the South after the body has suffered damage, one day Gong Xiaoyue from his office Duo out, I found him like an old 10-year-old. The early spring 2004, the South are going through the darkest years, I go to work every day will subconsciously look at the ground floor, old-

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